Rise and shine in the night
My pride salutes me, until I fall
The wicked children praise my name,
then writes it in the morning sky
All litlle devils are dancing in ecstacy
Inspired by the taste of horror
Proud to be insane forever
Proud to be insane
Let out the killer in me
Raise your hands above your head
Close your eyes and you'll be dead
Broken dreams of insanity
Anger will be my victory
My friend asks me once; why am I full of anger to write this blog? Well I say it’s because all that left in me here is only anger. I don’t want this happens to me either, but my life’s so suffocate! Sometimes I just wanna kill myself, if it isn’t something would stop me from doing it. Perhaps u would call me a looser as well, but I don’t care no more. The life that pressures me is very strong!!!
As moment goes by, I realize that my anger probably the only gift that I have. Hey, I’m not talking bullshit here. This is the story of my life. For so long I’ve been living in this nightmare, but I’m still survives. It’s because I have the anger that made me strong to face up against them. Anger is the power of my energy. Somehow, believe it or not, it helps me from doing something very stupid that I would regret it one day. So I must say gratefully thanks to God who gave me this kind of gift!!!
Then my other friend said that I don’t act like a person whose depress on something. She said I’m just like ordinary people who always fun and cheerful. Well, I’m not gonna argue about that. I’ve tried so hard to makes them ignore of what I’m feeling about. Cause for me, my misery isn’t their business. I live my own life, and so is my misery!!!
Maybe all of u would disagree of what I’m writing here. But it’s a fact I must live with! I don’t need ur sympathy, I just want u to leave me alone. Let me face my own destiny alone! Hey, I can live by myself!!!!!
SO GO FUCK URSELF UP!!!
