GET KNOWING OF YOUR ENEMIES

Recently I’ve read a post from neighbor’s blog which title “MAKING FRIENDS WITH THE ENEMY” (www.littleandini.blogspot.com). On her blog, she wrote bout how to define who your enemy is. The blog is very encouraging, and it's very interesting topic to read.
Yeah, I agree with this beautiful and charming woman had written. Sometimes it's very hard to define who the enemy is and who the real true friend is. Cause in life, some people wears a fictive behavior to achieve their goals. They are on a race to intimidate others. I never imagine what kind of place this life would be if they always exist. What were they thinking while they’re doing those such thing??? Were they never imagining if those were happening to them??? Fuck!!! I really hate it when it happens to me!!!
Well, who doesn’t??? When u’ve trusted someone, but suddenly he/she backstabbing u, and u feel have been cheated but it’s too late to know….does it hurt u so bad???
That’s why, in order to avoid of being happening to u, u must read between the lines!!! Andini suggested if u wants to defeat ur enemies, then u should know ur enemies well. What??? This sound absurd, isn’t it??? But if u thinks a little bit deeper, it has a rightful meaning. How come u can defeat them if u’r not knows what their weaknesses are? And to know it, u must know inside and outside of ur enemies. Think as if u’re him/her!!! Find out what will he/she does when face problems!!! By knowing the way he/she thinking, then u’ll know what to do when he/she messing around with u…
Well…there’s a song from a band that I think have something in common with this topic. Do u know RAGE AGAINST THE MACHINE??? And this is the song…


Know Your Enemy
know you enemy


born with insight and a raised fist
a witness to the slit wrist
as we move into '92
still in a room without a view
ya got to know
ya got to know
that when I say go go go
amp up and amplify
defy
I’m a brother with a furious mind
action must be taken
we don’t need the key we'll break in
something must be done
about vengeance a badge and a gun
'cause I’ll rip the mic rip the stage
rip the system
I was born to rage against 'em

fist in ya face and I’ll drop the style clearly
know you enemy

word is born
fight the war fuck the norm
now I got no patience
so sick of complacence
with the D E F I A N C E
the mind of a revolutionary
so clear the lane
the finger to the land of the chains
what? The land of the free?
whoever told you that is your enemy

something must be done
about vengeance a badge and a gun
'cause I’ll rip the mic rip the stage
rip the system
i was born to rage against 'em

now action must be taken
we don’t need the key
we'll break in

I’ve got no patience now
so sick of complacence now
I’ve got no patience now
so sick of complacence now
sick of sick of sick of sick of sick of YOU
TIME HAS COME TO PAY

yes I know my enemies
they're the ones who taught me to fight me
compromise, conformity, assimilation, submission,
ignorance, hypocrisy, brutality, the elite
ALL OF WHICH ARE AMERICAN DREAMS

Suicidal Failure

Father forgive me for I know not what I do
I tried everything, but I'll leave it up to you
I don't want to live, I don't know why
I don't have no reasons, I just want to die

I'm a suicidal failure, I've got to get some help
I have suicidal tendencies, but I can't kill myself

I'm tired of this way of life, my patience has expired
I'm barely just 19 (???...no, i'm older than that!!!) , but my life I will retire
I went down to a rifle store, I bought myself a gun
I pointed it at my head, but I couldn't get the job done



I took all my mothers sleeping pills
I jumped off a freeway bridge
I drank three kinds of poison
And drove my car off a ridge
I beat myself with a bat
Put a noose around my head
I overdosed on heroin
But I'm still not dead

Death may not be the answer, it can't be all that great
But me I'm not into living, with life I can't relate
By some masochistic reasoning, I think that it will be fun
I want to start my second life now
So shoot me with your gun

I was listening Suicidal tendencies while I smoke my dope. Suddenly a thought of suicide appears on my head. Is it really could solve a problem?
Then many question filled my head...
Isn’t it would just add problems?
How about for people who love me could take my leaving?
Is it worth to do it?
Once I have a friend who died for an accident. By that time, I was angry with ALLAH. I thought He was not fair to take him immediately. My friend had a bright future, and he was nice to other people. But why he had to die?
Day by day I had to live in sadness. But time taught me to accept what has happened. Maybe ALLAH has a plan for him. And it proved that He love His follower. I can’t explain u how His plan works, since it is not a logic thought. Only if u believes in Him, u can understand it.
And for a suicide thing….well, ALLAH hates people who’s giving up for living. We must accept for what He has written upon us. And if u’re having troubles on living it, then u should pray and keep trying. Cause one thing for sure, He will hear ur prays and won’t leaves u behind. It is the prove that He loves u much.
I thank to Him for the life I’ve been living it. Even now I have a problem that seems doesn’t has any answers and I must dealing with, I still want to live my life. Somehow I knew that He will answer my prays, and lead me to the answer that I looking for. My parents in law once had said to me that I must be a positive to live on what’s He has been giving me. And that’s exactly what I will do. So fuck all of u who’s giving me troubles to deal with!!! Cause I will face it boldly!!!
After I write this blog, I throw my dope out, and pray. Cause inside my heart I still believe that ALLAH will hear it and answer it…

THE STAR THAT SHINES TOO BRIGHT FOR ME

I never want to feel this way
Having love for someone that never touch the ground,
Having love with no hope in return
Cause she’s the star that shines too bright for me

When I want her in my embrace, she’s already gone
When I want to lay my head upon her, she’s got no time
Her mind dedicated to her own life
Cause she’s the star that shines too bright for me

I miss her presence
Like the air to breath, like the sun that spine the world
Without her, life will loose its meaning
But somehow she is the star that shines too bright for me
So I couldn’t cope with her, even if I try so hard

So I think, finally it comes for me to end my last breath
And move on to a place where I belong
That is, rest in pain…

FIRST POST ON NEW BLOG

HAIL TO YOU...
From now on, my anger will be stored in here. This blog will be full of chaotic brutal bloody place to read, I hope. 
Feel free to visit my blog, or...perhaps you would like to share your anger too. Well then, this must be the place!!!
Enjoy it......and always remember, YOUR ANGER IS A GIFT!!!