pulang malem lagi....
mencari sesuap nasi, ataukah melarikan diri dari kejaran hidup?
inginnya sih kedua-duanya....
apa daya, sepertinya yang terakhir lebih dominan.
meski memang tdk selamanya dapat menghindari terornya.
biarlah tubuh kurus ini terasa letih terus dipaksakan beraktivitas,
hingga pada waktunya berhenti bergerak...kemudian layu dan mati.
namun sebelum saat itu datang, kuingin gelap menjadi sahabat.
agar luka menjadi bagian sejarah langkahku...
Thursday, December 18, 2008
Tuesday, December 16, 2008
Friday, November 7, 2008
IGNORANT is a BLISS
she dissappear, i ignore
she fuck with someone else's sweat, i ignore
she's cheating behind my back, i ignore
she's having another life, i ignore
she's leaving with no excuse, i ignore
life has been vicious to me, i ignore
another girl wanna make love to me, i ignore
i've been stab in the back, i ignore
i risk my life for nothing, i ignore
i lost everything, i ignore
now i'm alone with no friend aside, i ignore
the wound i have seem won't heal, i ignore
i'm slowly decaying, i ignore
i'm bleeding to death, i ignore
have no future to reach, i ignore
have no will to live, i ignore
have no love to share, i ignore
have no feeling to hurt, i ignore
ignorant is a bliss
she fuck with someone else's sweat, i ignore
she's cheating behind my back, i ignore
she's having another life, i ignore
she's leaving with no excuse, i ignore
life has been vicious to me, i ignore
another girl wanna make love to me, i ignore
i've been stab in the back, i ignore
i risk my life for nothing, i ignore
i lost everything, i ignore
now i'm alone with no friend aside, i ignore
the wound i have seem won't heal, i ignore
i'm slowly decaying, i ignore
i'm bleeding to death, i ignore
have no future to reach, i ignore
have no will to live, i ignore
have no love to share, i ignore
have no feeling to hurt, i ignore
ignorant is a bliss
diE.....Die........mYsOuL!
Bila maut menjemput diakhir waktu
Kuingin kalian sadar,
Bahwa juwa bukanlah nista,
bahwa raga tidaklah munafik
Hidupku memang penuh tanda tanya
Bagai melangkah diantara angin,
Berbalut mimpi sunyi yang sepi
Berdiri sendiri melawan badai
Sebilah belati telah lama bersarang di dada
Lalu peluh bersekutu dengan darah, menapaki jejaknya diatas raga
Namun ku tiada peduli, karena lengah berarti kalah
Riwayatku adalah harta pribadi
Tertatih-tatih kuukir dengan derita dan tangis
Dan ketika semua harus berakhir disini,
Kan kubawa serta semua mimpi indah ini...
Kuingin kalian sadar,
Bahwa juwa bukanlah nista,
bahwa raga tidaklah munafik
Hidupku memang penuh tanda tanya
Bagai melangkah diantara angin,
Berbalut mimpi sunyi yang sepi
Berdiri sendiri melawan badai
Sebilah belati telah lama bersarang di dada
Lalu peluh bersekutu dengan darah, menapaki jejaknya diatas raga
Namun ku tiada peduli, karena lengah berarti kalah
Riwayatku adalah harta pribadi
Tertatih-tatih kuukir dengan derita dan tangis
Dan ketika semua harus berakhir disini,
Kan kubawa serta semua mimpi indah ini...
Wednesday, September 17, 2008
bye myLOVE....for good?!
everything has an end
but i guess it means a time for move on to the next level
we start with love, and must end with love
people can only makes plan, but God who have a rights to decide
there's no need to cry, since it won't chance the past
i was once lived in the past
a romantic story about how two lovers shared their dreams into one bound called marriage
but a star has fallen from the sky and gone astray
as time moved on, the beauty queen has realized that love wasn't here anymore
so there's nothing left for her to spent
"was it for good?", she said
"i don't know...", i answered
"all i know that i still have enough love for you, dear"
but she wouldn't bought it anymore, and i never blame her
so she went for another love in the shade
the grass is still green, but life won't be the same again
forgiveness is a just an excuse
the decision have been made, and all the promises were broken...
but i guess it means a time for move on to the next level
we start with love, and must end with love
people can only makes plan, but God who have a rights to decide
there's no need to cry, since it won't chance the past
i was once lived in the past
a romantic story about how two lovers shared their dreams into one bound called marriage
but a star has fallen from the sky and gone astray

as time moved on, the beauty queen has realized that love wasn't here anymore
so there's nothing left for her to spent
"was it for good?", she said
"i don't know...", i answered
"all i know that i still have enough love for you, dear"
but she wouldn't bought it anymore, and i never blame her
so she went for another love in the shade
the grass is still green, but life won't be the same again
forgiveness is a just an excuse
the decision have been made, and all the promises were broken...
Friday, July 18, 2008
indeed, Everybody Loves Irene!

Satu lagi band lokal dengan kualitas musik yang greget! Dari nama, emang "british" banget yah. Dan lafal inggrisnya juga fasih. Kayaknya layak deh untuk dipertimbangkan jadi koleksi permusikan tanah air...
Kalo elo demen dengan PORTISHEAD, lo bakal jatuh hati dengan band satu ini. Dari sound pertama, kental sekali gaya PORTISHEADnya. Setidaknya itulah yang gue rasa, meski gue juga ga begitu mengenal PORTISHEAD itu sendiri. Tapi sejak gue liat klip mereka di DEMO@O'Channel, gue bagai terkesima dengan Memento Mori. Lagu ini bagai menyadarkan diri dari lamunan berkepanjangan. Dengan jenis musik trip-hop yang memang masih jarang terdengar disini, atmosfer gloomy jelas mengisi relung-relung jiwa. Saat pertama kali dengar full satu album, awalnya terdengar monoton. Namun lama kelamaan, setelah menyimak kata demi kata yang terangkai, semua terasa dingin dan kelam.

Musik macam ini jelas beda banget dengan yang biasa gue denger. Tapi kekuatan musik mereka mampu menhapus dahaga gue dalam pencarian arti kehidupan dan semangat untuk menjalaninya.
Personel:
1. Yudhi Arfani (gitar)
2. Aulia Naratama (synthesizer)
3. Dimas Anindityo (bas)
4. Irene Yohanna (vokal)
5. Mulyadi Triharsono (drum)
Getting high in the bed
Smoking last cigarrettes
Put the gun to the head
Monday, May 19, 2008

blacklight Shines on
ini album barunya KOIL, band lawas asal kota kembang. dirilis oleh apocalypse recording thn 2007, band ini rasanya makin panjeg dina jalur!(whatever that mean is...)
uniknya, album ini tdk akan bisa didapatkan di toko-toko kaset/cd komersil di kota manapun, bahkan mungkin Bandung sendiri.gue aja baru dapetin sekitar 2 mingguan lalu, thanks God, temen gue di omuniuum bisa menyediakannya...yup!!! dlm pendistribusiannya, KOIL memang tdk melabeli bandrol harga. Maksudnya, bisa didapatkan scr gratis! wah, unik sekali bukan?
hal ini merupakan bentuk dukungan KOIL thd kebebasan utk menikmati musik scr bebas tanpa harus dibebani harga yg hanya bakal menguntungkan kaum kapitalis saja! lalu gimana cara mereka mendistribusikan hasil karyanya???
yg gue tau, awalnya lagu-lagu dlm album dpt di dptkan dg mendownload di www.myspace.com/koilkarat . kemudian jika ada waktu, silahkan juga berkunjung ke GOD.INC Store di jl sultan agung 9 Bdg dan silahkan copy ke flashdisk. nah, pas acara launching buku "My Self:Scumbag, Beyond Life And Death" rupanya album ini ada di salah satu edisi majalah Rolling Stone sbg bonus sisipannya...dan gue melewatkannya begitu saja!!!
dari segi musik, lagu-lagunya tdk beda jauh dr ciri khas musik KOIL pd album sebelumnya, Megaloblast. msh dg lirik bertema tdk jauh berbeda, yg beda adalah di album baru ini Otong sdh tdk lagi scream serta tempo lagupun menjadi lbh slow...hey, going soft already???
hey...hey...hey...
rupanya KOIL pun sdh menelurkan videoklip lho!!! kalo ga salah sih, utk lagu "Semoga Kau Sembuh PartII". dan bakal disusul dg pembuatan videoklip yg keduanya, yakni "Kenyataan Dalam Dunia Fantasi".

anyway, album ini gue rekomendasiin utk didengarkan. daripada dengerin Vagetoz, Drive, D'Massiv, repvblik,......trus Bro (hahaha.......ini band apa geng motor ojeg yah? gue pernah liat tuh pamflet mereka!what's up, bro?), jelas-jelas KOIL kemana-mana dong!
ups! sori, bukannya gue mo mencela musik lain lho. hanya saja......yah, u know lah!!!
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